messiah.

through the stones flying, i see Your face.
i am almost sorry that i didn’t
come to You sooner.
all i had to do
was say Your
name.

the shores of the ocean.

cold air fills my lungs
and the wind dances through my hair
i close my eyes and call
but you are already there

please won’t you tell me
one more time that you love me
i think i need you more than life
and i need to feel you under my skin

my heart swells when you whisper my name
to know that i’m known and loved
that i belong to you 
you’re all that i need

even when i walk away
when i choose to turn around
you love me the same
your mind doesn’t change
and you catch me when i fall

you’re all that i need

i don’t know if i can do this.

this hurts. knowing i have to get rid of everything i own.
i’m packing up clothes, a few bathroom things, maybe a couple of pillows.
and that’s it. this is painful for me. to have to get rid of most of my things.
and the truth is, even though i know this is what i have to do, i feel alone on this.
i wish that i felt better about doing this. i wish that i didn’t have to make these choices.
if not uncertain, i feel miserable. i wish someone would tell me that its ok. or things
will be ok. i just need to hear it. i need to hear that this will be for the better, for the greater.
i just need to hear it. because my heart is so heavy.

broken windows.

cold air fills my lungs
and the wind dances through my hair

i close my eyes and call
but you are already there

please won’t you tell me
one more time that you love me
i think i need you more than life
and i need to feel you under my skin

my heart swells when you whisper my name
to know that i’m known and loved
that i belong to you
you’re all that i need

even when i walk away
when i choose to turn around
you love me the same
your mind doesn’t change
and you catch me when i fall

you’re all that i need